"Dear God, thank you for the day that you have given me. And thank you for making me a better person."
I'm a girl with many things in mind.Yet I've try not to think about it.Thinking about the things happen to me lately makes me feel like STABBING THE HEART.HMM.I've try not to think about it and focus on my future,but as I thought,ITS NOT EASY!I've been try so many times to cheer up and do all the stuff that I used to do but it's just a waste of time.
I scream in my heart.Just a BLODDY TEARS everytime I'm off to bed.I can't stand it anymore!"Oh GOD,PLEASE HELP THIS WEAK SERVANT OF YOURS.I'M BEGGING YOU!PLEASE!"I've been keep this thing to myself for so long until there's no space left in my head.So,PLS!STOP WITH WHAT YOU'VE DONE!
It's NOT EASY OKAY to let it go.I'M NOT LIKE YOU!YOU JUST KNOW HOW TO JUDGE ME AND TOLD ME WHAT TO DO!BUT YOU NEVER KNOW HOW DO I FEEL.WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE!I JUST WANT A BLESSFUL,PERFECT,HAPPY FAMILY!!DON'T YOU GET IT??pfftt!
Enough is enough.I'm not being DISRESPECTFUL to you but,PLS try to understand my feelings too.I'm just a girl who need a full of attention from you.Okay?PLS!